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|Friday, May 23rd, 2008|
|Not mentally here...
I am somewhere else mentally. I don't feel like I'm all there today. It's because I am so in love that I can not even describe in words. My love and I both confessed our love toward one another and how deep that love is for each other. I am so in love with my lover. He is on my mind now and I can not seem to get him out of my mind. I just want to be close to him now. I want us to embrace as we did last night and just hold each other for minutes on end. And to stare into each other's eyes so deeply that our spirits are connecting. You must know what this love feels like. But see, in all of my past relationships I can not even remember being this passionately, intimately, and deeply in love with someone as I am now with my boyfriend. He is my love, and he holds a special place in my heart always. I just want to be with him now but I know I will see him soon. Well, I just felt that I needed to be real with this journal entry. And just come out and say exactly what is on my heart and what I'm feeling. I am so in love. I am so in love that I feel as if I'm floating in a dream right now. I don't even feel human. But anyways, I am off to be on furcadia for a bit before I get ready for work. Just remember: let God lead you to your love and it will last for eternity
~* Current Mood: peaceful
|Monday, May 19th, 2008|
|Been Gone Awhile...
I know I've been away for awhile, but now I'm back to stay. I will be using Livejournal more frequently. It is extremely hot here in Fresno, California. It is 05/19/08. I hope all of you have had good holidays lately. Me and my boyfriend are doing very well. I have given up a lot of bad habits that damaged my body. I have been working at McDonald's now for the past 3 months. I live with roommates now. My life is finally taking off. It's about time, too. xD But anyways, this was meant as just a quick update. I will keep updating as often as possible. Thanks for viewing my LJ.
Love, always, in Christ~dusk Current Mood: hot
|Sunday, November 12th, 2006|
Not much to say right now other than my body temp. has gone up really high the last 3 or 4 nights because of it fighting off an oncoming illness. Eh, I'm feelin' okay now, though. I'm thankfully not very sick at the moment. I'm keeping in touch with a lot of my net friends, and TRYING to be more social in real life instead of isolating myself (NOT HEALTHY BTW, NOPE!) So, hopefully, I will feel better here soon. I don't mean physically, either. To all my friends on LJ, I'm sorry I haven't kept up with this much, really I am. Just found out that where I was getting the unhatched eggs from and watching them hatch, Pickle-Green!
is undergoing maintenance right now. :(
On a better note, I am making a lot of church-going friends and my faith in Christ is sky-rocketing. So, yeah, it's all good. One other thing though, is, I'm not receiving enough tickling. :( Ah, well. I can hope and pray for that, I suppose. <3 Until next time, much love all and take care. <333
~+dusky+~ Current Mood: high
|Saturday, November 4th, 2006|
|Away From VF... .. .FOR LIFE!
My two fave pets:
And the main reason for this entry is to let all know that my vampirefreaks account
is no more.
I have personal reasoning for this that I rather not get into. However, it is still gonna be made viewable. So whoever would like to view it, go ahead, but don't bother leaving comments because they wont get answered. :D Well, on a better
note... my relationship in Christ is growing (w00t!) So yupzers. ^_~ And yes, as most of you probably already pegged... Christ is the reason I'm giving up VF.com. It's nothing against the site, I have two vampire movies (queen of the
damned and interview with the vampire). But I have a friend in Christ who used
to be deeper than just the site itself. Let's just say demonology was his best
friend. That's all I'm gonna say. And if y'all wanna know my two top dA friends
as of now, click here
. The first is the very first
chick I met on dA. ^_^
Well, tis it for now.
Meanwhile... take care, God bless, and let Christ handle all your stress. +T+ Current Mood: relaxed
|Saturday, October 7th, 2006|
just an update to let all know how I'm doing. My new addiction: vampira-death
. But this will have to be cut short because my dad and brother are crawling up my @$$ to get on the net. Laterz. Current Mood: nervous
|Sunday, August 6th, 2006|
|Trustin' in the Lord
It's taken me awhile now, but I am starting to make decisions on my own and I'm realising things that I should have realized a long time ago. There are unhealthy actions in my family. But that's okay, cuz I know God will protect us. I have to stay here in Fresno... without me... who's gonna be the mediator? Ah well... sleep time (since my bodily vehicle hasn't sleeped in 4 days)... dusky drags herself off faithfully and sleeps. Current Mood: busy
|Wednesday, July 19th, 2006|
|Just an update... .. .
Because I haven't updated this journal in awhile, I'm gonna do it now. Not much is going on except crap that's almost making me and my boyfriend break up. I WILL not let anything get in between me and my babydoll. I fuckin' refuse. So yeah... before I go on about how crappy my life has been... I'll end here with HI to all who have been reading this journal and sorry for my sudden disappearance. Love muchly
~Dusky on myspace Current Mood: drained
|Thursday, February 9th, 2006|
|Tuesday, January 10th, 2006|
|Saturday, January 7th, 2006|
|Uhhh... oopseh ^_^;
I just realized why the eggs haven't hatched. They haven't, because they aren't gonna hatch until Jan. 7th. -_-; Well, it's already January 7th fur meh. ^w^ Well, anywho, I'm in a fairly good mood. A little hungry at the moment, but I'll find something in a second. >_>; Me and ~billyjoel
got into a major argument tonight. I dun wanna go into the details, because it was pretty harsh. I hurt him pretty bad. u_u And if you're reading this, I'm so sorry for hurting you. I'm supposed to be a friend for you to look up to. Well, I wasn't tonight. I just wanna let you know... I love you dearly as a friend and did not mean to hurt you in anyway. I AM really fucked up in the head. xD Nah, but, seriously... all jokes aside... I am sorry hun. VERY much so. I'm gonna have trouble getting to sleep tonight knowing that I hurt you. I feel so bad. Well, anywho, tis it fur now. I shall wait, excited and puffy eyed from lack of sleep to see what I got in meh eggies. @w@; Current Mood: bipolar -_o;
|Friday, January 6th, 2006|
This entry is to simply show the status of Hidden Dusk (meh) on Furcadia. I play that game forever now because I don't want meh char. to expire, kthnx. So, with that said, here's mah furc status...
P.S. why the HELL didn't my eggs hatch!? o\/O~x!! Current Mood: headache -\/-x
|Saturday, December 17th, 2005|
|Tuesday, November 29th, 2005|
|Wednesday, November 16th, 2005|
|. . . u_u
Well, I'm slightly depressed at the moment. -sighs-. Haven't updated in awhile and thought I would while I am just sitting in FurN on Furcadia doin' nothin'. Lately, I admit, that I have been being slightly annoying according to my grandmother, brother, stepdad, and mom. But my mom keeps saying hurtful things to me like, "you're like a garbage disposal." I just... I'm kinda down in the dumps. I haven't been feeling myself. I've been having weird dreams and such. I just don't know what to do about it. I'm taking this opportunity -coughs-... to update my journal since my bro is not in the room. He's in the shower currently. I'm just irritated with myself for being so damned annoying. I don't know what gets in to me when I act that way. I guess it's just cuz... .. . I get bored easily? -Shrugs- I dunno. It has to be something though. It's also because I'm trying to relieve myself of the stress from being worried about my friends. On furc, IRL, and otherwise. Well, until I get to feeling better, tis it fur now... later. Current Mood: depressed
|Monday, August 29th, 2005|
Nothin' new as of now. Just kickin' it and takin' it easy on Furc. Still haven't posted my newest poetry on my dA but will get to that sooner rather than later. I am probably gonna write one tonight and them post them either tomorrow morning or Wednesday evening. One or the other. =3 I think it's time for me to take a nap though cuz I'm real sleepy for some reason. Eh... who knows. Well, anywho... tis it for now.. l8rz and -hugglesnugs- to all who read my lovely rambling =D Current Mood: tired
|Sunday, August 28th, 2005|
Well... not a whole lot is new with me. Just found out some news about my friend though. He met someone and they have a chance. This crushes my heart considering I was thinking about getting back together with him. But ah well... his loss, not mine. I will update my dA with poetry tomorrow morning (which is the "Hidden Dusk's" link above next to my LJ userpic btw). --^ =D Someone I have really been keeping in touch with and lives in Australia and whom I met on dA is ~PALisHERE
. ^_^ She's awesome. And I just have to say this... some people on Furc crack me up. >.o Hehe. ;3 Well, that's about it for my update on here. Loves and huggles to all fellow Furc players ^^ Current Mood: awake
|Tuesday, August 23rd, 2005|
Well... I have updated my dA journal as well (which can be viewed here
) as this journal. =P I know... I can be confuzing sometimes but once I know ya'... I never leave your side. Unless of course it is for a proper reason. Which it was a second ago. Thanks to a furre's name... led me straight to where flute was. =3 The furre's name wasn't too nice but I am glad it led me to flute. ^_^ My brother told me he was taking a class this year for Web Design. He is so lucky! But I told him to let me in on what he learns. :D Hehehe. Dunno why but my stomach is growling once again today. Must go eat something to satisfy my body's desire. Thankies again flute for the answer to my question. ^_~ 'Tis it for now. -Huggles to all on Furc- Current Mood: hungry
|Sunday, August 21st, 2005|
|Friday, August 19th, 2005|
|Thursday, August 18th, 2005|
Just woke up today around 12:30 pm. I know, I'm pathetic. Just sittin' here and chillin'... drinkin' coffee and surfin' the net of other artists out there. ^_^ Nothin' much new here except havin' fun on Furc as well. Just takin' it easy today. Listening to music too. I really don't have too much to say today other than.. love and hugs to all who read this ^_~ Tis it for the day... *wavies and much hugglesnugz*
-Hidden Current Mood: happy